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      pray.outings.pray.outings.
      Monday, November 23, 2009
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      desires.
      Sunday, November 22, 2009
      1:30 AM
      Desires. dreams. hope.
      I could only be up wide awake for only one thing and one reason. haha! :D
      That could only be God. that could only be vision. and that could only be growth.
      nothing stops me for the longest of time.
      And fighting every battle , tearing down every wall and stopping every obstacle in the way to STOP it. For every person, every leader, every member, every integration.
      EVERY - person.

      Thinking hard, praying hard, doing hard.
      what is one thing to impact, to change and to UP another level.
      This is something we want it so so so much!

      desire is one thing, we got to move in faith! :D
      not just in the presence, but moving in the POWER.

      so many tears and heart pains but yet so many joy and happiness.
      Nothing can take away what God has intended and plan.
      :)
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      photos franzzzy! :D
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      Thursday, November 19, 2009
      2:11 AM
      I have so many to talk about! :D
      I miss Pastor, I miss church and I miss my school friends. :)
      sometime enjoying personal space and time really feels good! haa. but now I have 2 noisy sister with me home every week most of the time.
      Enjoy being around, enjoy celebrating success, and enjoying remembering every breakthroughs.

      challenged. push through the limits. being more than what I want to be right now.

      sometimes what I think ain't important compared to what God thinks about something.

      I want to so much! :D

      p/s: sleeping now to wake up and do cards later.
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      GOOD MORNING!
      Wednesday, November 18, 2009
      11:26 AM
      AHH! woke up in the morning!
      :(
      I wanted to GO SCHOOL!!!!! :(
      When God says one, we do one.
      When He says turn right, we turn right.
      :)

      sitting in front of computer eating some tidbits.
      Cindy is hommmme! :D
      and I am hungry! :(
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      Being there
      Monday, November 16, 2009
      10:14 PM
      I think being around where the leaders are are so important.
      I want it so much to be a help, not a burden to my leaders.
      In whatever I do, to fulfill first my leaders' dreams.
      To even in the busiest of times, when leaders entrust me with something, to return it in a greater measure.
      to always do things with extra mile effort.
      wants to be more like Pastor. wants to be there when Pastor needs me, and when I can help.
      to learn, to pick up, but above everything else, to love

      strength. stability.
      :)

      wants every c zoner-s to be so!
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      what matters
      10:06 PM
      Been thinking a whole whole whole lot. haha! well not that much actually.
      Shall make it hard for you to comprehend!
      Grateful for people who just stood by and supported.
      Grateful for sons and daughters who kept to the vision.
      Perhaps one of the greatest lessons learned would be relationship. at least for now.
      Discouragement sometimes sips in to grab away all your faith and confidence.
      But none the less, we still keep going and making choices constantly to keep going at the things we are going about.
      Taking breaks here and there to pour out whole heart to him.
      sometimes it ain't easy, however it is also the easiest yet the hardest thing to do.
      narrow walkway.

      Yet at the end of the day, I am choosing what I want to do. working hard to be the best to have the best.
      Idealistic thinking. you call it naive while I call it a dream...
      sometimes didn't see, but I know never labor in vain.

      Sometimes I want to articulate it to its full extent.
      I really want it so much and so badly.

      I am sitting in my room thinking of a million and one things.
      jotting it down, thinking it through.

      what I hope for.
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